Sunday, October 7, 2007

ONE line

So, this morning I woke up at 1:30.

I said I would wait until Sunday to test. It's Sunday at 1:30 AM.

Only ONE line.

Could mean that it's too early; that I have a bad test; any number of things.

OR - ... not.

Immediate depression hit, and HARD. I wanted my kids to be closer than 4 years apart. It's HIS plan, I know...but still...

Tomorrow is 2 years since my mother passed away, suddenly. Don't need any help with depression, right now. Thanks.

Keep praying, please...I still have some hope...

1 comment:

no_iffer said...

OH, I am sorry. It is so hard to want something so bad and not get it, again and again. I will be praying for you. Just know that I love you and that it will happen.